Haven’t been on this thing in a minute, but lifes been pissing me off lately and soothing all at the same time. The last big thing that happened was prolly BP at darlas pad and sunset cliffs with homies haha i’ll update this later.. Gone.
I just miss how everything used to be, but doesn’t everybody nowadays?
and times like this not as much… even though it can be hella fun =]
People should really cherish moments like these more often… what chu think?
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LOL April Boy.. some fob ass singer from the p.i.
She says that she deserves better than me, but the truth is she doesn’t even deserve a kiss. She says she wishes me the best in life when we fight even though she calls me a failure. She says i bitch about everything she does when she bitches about the same exact things and more. She bitches all the time when I’m out with my friends with nonstop texting and constant phone calls. I wouldn’t mind her texting me, but she always gives me an attitude about it or she’ll try and find something to be mad at me about. For example, i was out with my homeboys watching the charger game at eli’s house and i was texting her the whole time, but she said i could go have fun and i’ll just ttyl so i reply back ok thankyou i love you and i’ll call you after the game. Then she doesn’t respond to my i love you, she texts me saying i’ll just talk to you tomorrow giving herself something to be depressed about with a sad face. So when i got home i called her about 4 times and she didn’t answer then the next morning she makes up some bobo ass excuse saying, ” oh i didn’t get your call why didn’t you call me”. she puts herself to the very bottom of my top friends on myspace and says i put my friends before her. When i haven’t even chilled with my friends like that in a long ass time because i’m always with her. Then she says i don’t ever have to call her and blah blah blah female shit and telling me she didn’t get my missed calls when i called 4 times i swore on everything. I HONESTLY think she was lying and just gave herself another excuse to be mad at me about because she also said, “don’t get mad if i don’t answer”. So it’s like she was edging on a fight by not answering her phone on purpose and making me feel bad by saying idc about her and i just care about my friends even though she’s my number one priority even before school, but somehow i still know how to maintain and continue forth with our relationship…i don’t even know if we still have one… We’ve been through SOOOOOO much together and had so many fucking memories, but then when we fight it all goes away just like that. Like in a snap. Maybe even quicker than just a snap… -_- FML